In light of Sunday morning, this week has been a sad one for me. It makes me want to stop and just be with my thoughts. Alas, life maintains its hectic pace despite my contemplative mood. But, John sat down beside me at the mercifully quiet end of a long summer day and said, "You're going to really like this one. Listen." and I did listen, and I did like it. Not only did I like it, but I needed it. Maybe you do, too.
For you, a poem . . . or, a slice of the one he read me, at least -- a quite delicious slice.
And all the summer long
You're putting up hay;
You clip the pastures, keep
The fences up, repair
Your buildings, milk your cows;
You wean the lambs; you move
The livestock to new grass;
And you must walk the fields
With hoe in hand, to cut
The thistles and the docks.
There is no end to work --
Work done in pleasure, grief,
Or weariness, with ease
Of skill and timeliness,
Or awkwardly or wrong,
Too hurried or too slow.
One job completed shows
Another to be done.
And so you make the farm
That must be daily made
And yearly made, or it
Will not exist. If you
Should go and not return
And none should follow you,
This clarity would be
As if it never was.
But praise, in knowing this,
The Genius of the place,
Whose ways forgive your own
And will resume again
In time, if left alone.
You work always in this
Dear opening between
What was and is to be.
And so you make the farm,
And so you disappear
Into your days, your days
Into the ground. Before
You start each day, the place
Is as it is, and at
The day's end, it is as
It is, a little changed
By work, but still itself,
Having included you
And everything you've done.
And it is who you are,
And you are what it is.
You will work many days
No one will ever see;
Their record is the place.
This way you come to know
That something moves in time
That time does not contain.
For by this timely work
You keep yourself alive
As you came into time,
And as you'll leave: God's dust,
God's breath, a little Light.
-- excerpted from Wendell Berry's "IX The Farm." 1991. This Day: Collected and New Sabbath Poems